hates to settle

I've been feeling so passive and lazy lately. I just want life to pass me by.

graduation, please.

Mmm.. prom? eh.

Agh i blame PMS

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I SERIOUSLY HATE MYSELF FOR FEELING THIS WAY.

I hate this wretched feeling of... Jealousy.

Breathe, Gabbe. It's all over.


I must stop dwelling on this. I need focus, to make the last my very best.

I feel like throwing up and it isn't cause of exhaustion or the food I ate...

It's you and this time.

What an awesome weekend.

Ina Yacht Party
Girls' Night Out

Shit guys, eight weeks to go.

this isn't about senioritis anymore. I just want to be numb. I don't want to think.

I just want it all to end.

I'm constantly asked if I'm in love with you

Heh.

Mmm... yes, it always better when we're together


we're better together...

AUGH STOP ME MAKING ME SMILE YOU LOSER

seems like you're happy




this is senioritis.

cibo dinner with isa and gj.. and there's school tomorrow

you make me smile but he makes me laugh.

I'm probably going to finish my new year's entry this weekend... if nothing is happening. but anyway I cant completely abandon my blog.

:why me?
:: cause he'll listen to you.

AUGH

please stop my making my heart race.

This is really something to blog about. So the rumor was that it was going to come out Jan 2, and the DLSU site said that the results are coming out "first week of January 2009". Sneaky, S called it. But anyway, I was online... cause I always am. But I was panicking, I mean even if it wasn't sure that it was going to come out that night (Jan 1)--La Salle is notorious for releasing it at MIDNIGHT. It was still the first week of January and it was going to come out soon. I was going out of my mind. Sasa was pressing refresh every ten minutes--compared to a bunch of rats waiting for food. But anyway, I waited. I bugged the hell out of everyone, even ranted out to S. Then suddenly, I get an IM from Fred, a copy paste of her conversation with JR. It was his ref number and ect and he got in. And immediately, I was like IS THIS FOR REAL? Hahahaha she sent me a link and omg i was fucking panicking. It took me ages (like 20 minutes) to type it in and click search. haha my sister checked it for me. and I swear it felt so good ACCEPTED. hahaha my dad got mad cause it was late and I was screaming... ahahaha I AM SO HAPPY.

well this entry is late. but whatever I don't care

I hate the way you don't give me your secret smile anymore.