I'm stealing WiFi and I somehow am not able to access FACEBOOK :( :( gahhh

stolen from isa



For now, one of those random surveys.

2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Stayed single almost the whole year?
Yup

Done something you've regretted?
Yes

Lost someone?
Yes, literally.

Cut class?
OH GOD YES.

Were involved in something you'll never forget?
Yes, WYD.

Visited a different country?
Yup

Cooked a gross meal?
Probably

Lost something important to you?
Dude, sacrificed my iPod to the ACET.

Got a gift you adore?
Yeaah

Tripped over a coffee table?
No

Dyed your hair?
Nope

Came close to losing your life?
Nope

Went to a party?
Yup

Read a great book?
Yeah

Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
crap, I hate concerts. :|


2008: Friends and Enemies

Did you meet any new friends this year?
Yup

Did you dislike anyone?
Yes

Did you grow apart from anyone?
Kinda

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
Yes.

2008: Your BIRTHDAY!

Did you have a cake?
I never did get to eat my Mud Pie :|

Did you have a party?
YES!

Did you get any presents?
Yup

2008: All about YOU

Did you change at all this year?
I think so.

Did you change your style?
I don't know..

Were you in school?
haha well duh

Did you get good grades?
With my epic senioritis? :|

Did you have a job?
Nope

Did you drive?
Nope

Did you own a car?
No

Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope

Did you move at all?
No

Did you go on any vacations?
Yeah

Would you change anything about yourself now?
Yeah.
2008: Wrap UP:

Was 2008 a good year?
It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. Sorry, Charles Dickens, I ripped you off. I mean it was good cause I had so much fun. But it was difficult cause there were so many changes, and so many new feelings to experience, like rejection and then there was well, that. There was one thing that I barely survived. But it's all good.

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
It really all depends on whether or not I get into La Salle or not; if I end up in Spain or not... I think yes though. Even if I end up in ATENEO, I know I'm going to have a lot of fun. Hello COLLEGE. LEGALITY. So yeah, I think I'm going to have a good year. Regardless of what happens on January 1.
I confess that in 2008 I...

( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
(x)had your heart broken
( ) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( )someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) done something you've regretted

OTHER

(x) painted a picture
(x) Failed an attempt
(x) ran a mile
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
( x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lied about how old you were
(x) prank called someone

In 2008 I...

[ x] broke a promise
[x] lied
[x] lol'd
[ x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[ x] forgot your new years resolution
[ ] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[ X] pretended to be sick
[x] left the country
[ ] almost died
[ ] given up on something/someone important to you
[ ] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[ ] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[x] had a high cell phone bill
[ ] spent most of your money on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[x] became closer with a lot of people

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Where did you begin 2008?
This is really questionable cause I think I was drunk already by the time new year rolled around? But yeah I was in my cousin's house, around a pool table that somehow turned into a table with a bottle of vodka. There's a video of it, I believe on my Multiply. So yeah, I ended up being crazy drunk. :| I got home and drunk dialed and said some of the craziest shit and to this day, (like that was sooo long ago hahha)I still regret all the things I said.

What was your status by Valentine's Day?
Single

Were you in school (anytime this year)?
Yes

Did you have to go to the hospital?
Yeah.

Did you have any encounters with the police?
No

Where did you go on vacation?
States, Australia, HK

What did you purchase that was over $500?
iPhone? Shoes? (hehe) and Mm.. I really don't know.

What sporting events did you attend?
UAAP Seniors and Juniors

Where do you live now?
Still in the same place

Describe your birthday?
It was great, actually. But not as fun as last year's... I think it started out with me being pissed cause I had no blouse. Other than that, it was a pretty regular school day. And then there was my party at Friday's. I think others had more fun than I did. I got tipsy. Hehe. Got a tiara from Mariane hahahaha:| :| And tortured someone. Had another drunk conversation with gj (I just realized if I wonder if I smelled like tequilla..) Tried to "walk it off" with Mariane in Serendra. HAHAHAH. :| I couldn't walk in a straight line and I walked around with a tiara on. It ended with eating Brothers Burger with my cousins. Hahaha well I don't know... I guess the party was fun... :|

What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did in 2008?
I never thought that drinking would get me into this much trouble hahhaha. :|


What has been your favorite moment's?
WYD 2008
Prom 2008
That night with the barkada in Breton
Sarah's Birthday
Isis's Birthday
Town Moments with anyone even if we had billion and one things to do for the next day
New Year! hahaha hellooo
Swinuman!!!
Puso


What was your best month?
2007, it was December. I think it was during the Summer. :| I don't know...

Who has been your best drinking buddy?
Thea Mitra and of course, family... best to sober up with: Mariane and gj hahahaha shit.

Favorite Night[s] out?
My birthday... hahaha well I don't I don't really remember. I must've been drunk? No. Maybe I just didnt have that many fun nights out... :|

Change your hairstyle?
Not really...

How old did you turn this year?
I turned 17.

Do you have a New Year's resolutions?
No

Did anything embarrassing?
YES

Get married or divorced?
No

Start a new hobby?
No

Been snowboarding?
No

Are you happy to see 2008 go?
No, hello!!! Omg, LA SALLE WOULD BE SO CLOSE THEN.

Drank Starbucks in 2008?
Yeah

Been naughty or nice?
Both

Get arrested?
No

Be honest - did you watch American Idol?
No

What do you want to change in 2009?
I want to know what God wants of me. I think I know what I want but then I don't know if those things are the best things for me.

Overall, how would you rate this year?
10... No regrets. Ish. :| hahahah

Have any life changes in 2008?
Not really..

Did you know anybody who got married?
I don't know... All the weddings have pretty much been a blur

What are you wishing for in 2009?
At the top of my head, a future. And I wanna know what to do with my life. :|

Times of trial.

God's plan.

God's plan.

God's plan.

GOD'S PLAN!!!

crap.


you keep making me smile :)

shit's not over babe






I say, don't stop crying cause it's about you.

night of nights. i'm exhausted.

6 hours sleep in three nights.


It's been ages since I've found out. But I still cant help think about it. How could you do that to me?





I may be the spoiled brat, but baby, you're the selfish bitch.

yeah, I'm talking about you and it is what you're thinking about.

three am and i'm thinking about you


gahhhhhhhhh

yeah, I really am not that excited to turn seventeen.

oui ghuf fro E muja oui...

E'ja dumt oui ymm drec cred vnus so bycd yht oad oui cdemm cyo oui muja sa.

I really want to see YOU on Friday. Please? :|

Since Blogger is the only person I can seem to "confront".

Things I Can Compare Our Current Situation To:

1. It's like being stuck on an island and I've used up all my flares. I've done all I can and still, no response.

2. Having no internet = ULTIMATE FRUSTRATION. Contact PLDT, no response.

3. Going to your favorite restaurant. Host ignoring you. Even after you barged into the kitchen and cooked your own food.

Don't flatter yourself with this entry.

Let me tell you one thing, good friendships are not based on how many laughs you share. Good friendships are based on how much the other tries to make you a better you. And frankly, I believe that's one thing you don't have. It's one thing to lose yourself and leave your old friends behind for another group that I can guarantee will not have your back as much as your old friends would have. It's another to drag others into it. It's another to infect others with your "cool and fun" ways. Another huge deal is that, the people you've infected have sabotaged good friendships with so much duplicity, it disgusts me. While you're up on your high horse, having the supposed time of your life, your real friends will be waiting. But at this rate, you'll lose them and they wont be there when you come crashing down.

So yes, I hope that you will have the life you think you want to lead. I hope that you will have as many drunken nights (to regret) as I have--even more. I hope you throw your life away.

But I don't have to hope, you already are throwing it away. With good friendships, the laughs you share are just the rewards, unnecessary, but thank God they're there right?

aren't you tired of playing this game?

cause I am exhausted.

what do you want from me

what do you want me to do

thanks alot (grammatical error intended)

I am such a masochist. I put myself in these situations. I look for the pictures. I torture myself.

What we had is a fading image, an old yellowed photograph.

You've always been the only rational mind I'd listen to.

Thank you

Only you could have made this night a little bit better. :-/

Self-inflicted wound or not, the pain still exists. Human beings can't function while they're broken. Sure, they'll live. But what kind of a life would it be?


What kind of a life has one been living in your absence?

Are the things the same? As familiar as one wishes it to be?


The real question is, why aren't you as affected as I am?